Fuck Cigarettes, Fuck Nicotine, I QUIT SMOKING!!!

Yea, It's finally over! I took my last ciggy and gave it the middle finger then tossed that biatch away.

I don't even know why I started smoking in the first place, oh yea, I remember now, it was the 1st time I moved out on my own, I think the freedom got to my head. Since then I had tried quitting several times, a few times with the patch, or the gum, but the best was when I did it cold turkey. That time was the best cuz I had more control and I didn't feel like I had to rely on a substitute substance to get me over my cigarette addiction, it was just me and my will VS. the nicotine fiend that lived in me, infesting my beautiful God-given lungs. I was on a roll, then I moved to the States, and Mr. Marlboro got to me. It ain't hard to re-start smoking once you've quit, all it takes is a puff or two, and then two puffs turn to three, and by then you're bumming cancer-sticks from your friends, next thing you know you're buying a pack.

NOT THIS MUTHABLESSIN' TIME!!! I'm not heading to the States any time soon, so Marlboro and all his buddies can kiss my Iraqi Ass HAHA. I made a prayer, asking God to help me overcome this addiction (until today I was in denial that I was actually addicted), so I can finally eradicate, terminate and annihilate the nicotine fiend that lives in me, infesting my lungs, making me pollute the body God blessed me with. To help me get through this struggle, I'll be posting up blogs about my progress, I'll be completely honest, if it helps others to quit so be it, but for now, I'm helping ME quit.

I pray all my family and friends will be understanding as I go through this period, if you've never smoked you'll never get it. Everyone assumes it's so easy to quit, maybe for some but not for most of us. If I loose my cool, or my patience, I hope y'all will forgive me, if I'm very short, and I snap, I apologize from now, I do not mean it against you, this my struggle and fight, and I will not rest till I WIN!!!

A Moment of Prayer: Dear God, I know you are out there, I know you answer prayers, please answer this simple man's simple prayer. Today I took a decision that will be good for my long-term health, I QUIT SMOKING CIGARETTES. You already know that I've been down this road before, but the devil got to me and suckered me back into self-pollution with his stupid illusions. Conclusion: I'm Done falling for his cheap tricks, and I want, NEED your help to destroy my smoking habit, it's useless, it's pointless, it's unwise, it's unhealthy, it's so unnecessary. Please stand by my side God, and by anybody's side who has chosen to overcome any self-destructive habit, whether it's drugs, alcohol, gambling, cheating or nicotine, PLEASE GOD HELP US ALL OVERCOME!!!! With You We Shall Succeed, Without You Our Soul Bleeds, So Help Us Heal, Open Our Minds and Reveal, Bless with with Will Power, To make it through temptations and dark hours, HELP ME OVERCOME THIS GOD AND HELP ALL OF HUMANKIND!!! AMEEN!

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Listening to: Dr. Dre - Still D.R.E. (feat Snoop Dogg)
via FoxyTunes